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[Nov. 8th, 2007|11:32 am] |
So another teenager, this time in Finland, has gone on a shooting spree at his school killing 7 pupils and the Principal. This is what he had to say about it on youtube before he did it; "I, as a natural selector, will eliminate all who I see unfit, disgraces of human race and failures of natural selection.
"You might ask yourselves, why did I do this and what do I want? Well, most of you are too arrogant and closed-minded to understand,'' he added.
I don't condone this behaviour of course, it's horrible and terribly sad, BUT In some sick way I sort of give this guy some credit for the fact the he saw something to be displeasing and he when and did something about it. Im only saying this because at the moment Im feeling rather lost, helpless and dissatisfied with the way the world works and there nothing I can do about it. If I thought that running around killing people would help may case then hell yea, I may even consider it. Thankfully (for those who I would kill) this is not the case and it would only make my problems worse.\
Hmm yea, Im a sick fuck. Maby this only makes sense to me. |
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| Making a comeback!! |
[Nov. 6th, 2007|03:33 pm] |
Hello to anyone of my friends that still uses Live Journal!! I think im gonna start using my account again since myspace is totally boring unless you want to laugh at pictures of pogs!! Which I can also do here. I dont have any cool news except trying to move interstate is fucking hard! See y'all. xo |
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| Im still alive.. |
[Jun. 14th, 2007|02:37 pm] |
...To the window...to the wall, to the sweat drop down my balls, to all these bitches crawl...
GET LOW!! |
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[Dec. 10th, 2006|05:00 am] |
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Why must I have these seemingly random waves of depression? It's not hard core depression, nothing real serious, its just every now and again I seem to have a day of feeling completely worthless and pointless. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2006|08:44 am] |
This is a little weird & I don't know if it will make any sense to anybody but me....but I was thinking about a few things & kinda felt like making a post;
1. (An Agnostic isn't sure whether or not there is a God.) A True Atheists wouldn’t need to try & disprove the existance of God because they would already have belief that there is no God. A True Christian or beleiver of any faith shouldn’t have the need to convince others that there is a God because if they are a true beleiver of that faith then they wouldn’t feel the need to prove that God exists, they already know that he does. So in theory, (if people were true beleivers), there would be no need for people to fight about religion.
2. I, like many people, feel religion is NOT be something that is pushed onto any person. I think people should have the right to their beliefs or non-beliefs, but they should not have the right to impose those beliefs on others. In my opinion, true or pure faith is something that will naturally come from inside ones self if it is in their nature to be religious. Teaching someone to worship a religion from a young age does not nessaccerily turn them out to be a true & faithful beleiver. That person may ACCEPT what they have come to learn, only because it was taught to them as fact. I also feel that pressing a religion onto an individual can have mentally harmful outcomes. For an obvious example, think about the confusion & even guilt that may be suffered by a Christian upon realising that they are a homosexual. In the Christian religion this is seen as a sin. Therefore that religion would be possibly denying one of its beleivers the right to experience life to the full by denying them the ability to openly experience sex, love & possibly true happiness. Isn’t religion is about finding happiness? Why would any religion want to do that to one of its own beleivers? To me it seems that it is not the beleiver that is at fault or even the religion, but perhaps just the wrong religion for that particular beleiver.
3. I think a subtle beleif in some things unseen and unproven is somewhat neccessary, as many things that we would not have believed years ago have been proven scientifically. This believe has lead to me to think about the 'spiritual world' & feel perhaps it could possibly be another dimension where access is not easily gained. Entering this dimension would allow one to have an elevated consciousness or existence where experiences are greater than those felt on earth. This theory would allow for a wider variety of the possibilities of reality & existence.
4. As far as I can tell at this point in time, no one can prove to me that any God does exist & also no one can prove that any God does not. I find this comforting because it allows me to feel as though there is so much more to the world than meets they eye, therefore leaving so much of what we know & what we think we know to be questioned. In someways my beleif in this is my own ‘religion’ or ‘faith’ because it gives me hope that I don’t have to be constantly trapped by the accepted boundaries of the notions of reality & existence, leaving me free to create & live in my own reality/ existence to some extent. This does not mean that I think myself or anybody else should allow themselves to become too unaware of the occurances happening in ‘reality’, it just means that I feel my own & other people’s lives would be so much more pointless if there was no way to ‘escape reality’. I feel that the ability to 'escape reality' has allowed me to be able to accept & appreciate (most) of what reality has to offer. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2006|11:38 pm] |
(Hehe...Im a little bit stoned..but don't tell anybody)
Anyway...I just bought myself a ticket to this...
GOOD VIBRATIONS!! Saturday 17 February. -Beastie Boys (USA) -Jurassic 5 (USA) -Timo Maas -Germany -Rahzel (USA, (He's only like the...BEATBOX CHAMPION OF THE WORLD!)) -Cassius (France) -Thunderball -Ursula 1000 -London Elektricity -Nightmares On Wax -England -DJ Dan (USA) -Kraak & Smaak -Netherlands -Desyn Masiello (UK) -Cicada -Cut Copy -Fort Knox 5 -JS-1 -DJ Yoda(UK). Centennial Park, NSW! Yeah that's right, it's gonna be FULLY SICK, mate.
xo |
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| CONFESSION: |
[Nov. 7th, 2006|04:58 am] |
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I like AFI & I think Davey Havok is HOT!! |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|10:31 am] |
Fuck the HSC, seriously. There been all this build up for it & I'm so sick of hearing 'don't worry, it will all be over soon' because it hasn't even started yet! I guess I'm feeling a bit stressed out but I kinda feel like I don't have the right to be, like that's just the easy excuse to use to have a whinge. All I know is right now it's making me feel like shit & hate everything. We had roast lamb for dinner & I couldn't even eat it :( |
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[Oct. 16th, 2006|07:11 am] |
Im bored & I DON'T feel like studying but I should be. *sigh* |
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| Ugly. The Smashing Pumpkins |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|01:32 pm] |
I don't look in the mirror I don't like what I see staring back at me Everything is clearer I'll never see what you see It's not me So beautiful and free I'll never be what you need Can't help at all I was born so beautiful But now I'm ugly And I rot in my skin As a piece of me dies everyday I know I'm nothing I know there's nothing I can say To change The judegment in their ways I'll never be what you need Can't help at all My love was so beautiful But now I'm ugly |
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| Bill Hicks |
[Oct. 10th, 2006|06:46 am] |
You never see positive drugs stories on the news, do ya. Isn't that weird cos most of the experiences I've had on drugs were rrreal fucking positive. Who are these morons they're finding that's what I wanna know. Always that same LSD story, you've all seen it. "Young man on acid, thought he could fly, jumped out of a building. What a tragedy." What a dick, fuck him! He's an idiot. If he thought he could fly, why didn't he take off from the ground first? Check it out. You don't see ducks lining up to catch elevators to fly South. They fly from the ground, you moron. Quit ruining it for everybody. How about a positive LSD story? Wouldn't that be news-worthy, just the once? To base your decision on information rather than scare tactics and superstitions and lies? I think it would be news-worthy. "Today, a young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. That we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselves." "Here's Tom with the weather."
Pot, right. Why is marijuana against the law? It grows naturally upon our planet. Doesn't the idea of making nature against the law seem to you a bit... paranoid?
Do you think magic mushrooms growing atop cow shit was an accident? Where do you think the phrase, 'that's good shit' came from? Why do you think Hindus think cows are holy? Holy shit! That's God little accelerator pad for our evolution.
Drugs have done good things for us, if you don't believe they have, do me a favour - take all your albums, tapes and CDs and burn em cos you know what, the musicians who made that great music that has enhanced your lives throughout the years? Rrrrreal fucking high on drugs. And these other musicians today who don't do drugs and in fact speak out against them? Boy, do they suck! What a coincidence! Ball-less, souless, spiritless corporate little bitches, suckers of Satan's cock, each and every one of them. "We're rock stars against drugs cos that's what the President wants." That's what we want isn't it, government approved rock n roll? Whooh, we're partying now!
Oh yeah Pot. Y'know, you're at a ball game, you're at a concert someones is really violent agressive obnoxnious drunk or smoking pot? Drunk. Never have I seen people on pot get in a fight because, it's impossible. "Hey buddy? Hey what?" End of argument. Say you get in a car accident and you've been smoking pot ? You're only going 4 miles an hour. Crashhh "Shit we hit something." Forgot to open the garage door dude". Least no one was hurt. The garage door has to be replaced, boom!, a job is created! We could be a self perpetuating civilisation. Pay the garage fix it guy with pot. Boom, he walks out of your house through a plate glass window. Smassh. "Oh shit sorry". Thats ok, cos a job has been created. We'd just be a race of people walking around with tape and glue everywhere we go.
Aaah, they lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Liiie. When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well, you just realise, it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference. Only thing I've ever heard about pot is that pot might lower sperm count. Good! |
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| I don't know if this makes sense or if is just plain stupid but what the hell... |
[Oct. 5th, 2006|09:35 pm] |
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Sure it's possible to consciously observe the way you think and feel about certain things in order to try and bring about a desired change BUT... Is it really possible to change feelings. Like 'Love' for example, if you think or feel you are certain that you're 'in love' with someone, or something, then is it possible to force yourself to think or feel in a different way ? |
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| BDO 07 Lineup |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|10:58 am] |
So far there is... Tool. Muse. Violent Femmes. The Killers. Peaches. My Chemical Romance. Spank Rock. Jet. Eskimo Joe. Scribe. Evermore. The Sleepy Jackson. The Herd. The Spazzys. The Veils. Shapeshifter. The Mint Chicks. The Tutts. Minuit. Opensouls.
Sydney, Thursday January 25th 2007 SYDNEY SHOWGROUND
TICKETS ON SALE FRI OCTOBER 13! Tickets $115 +bf |
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[Sep. 25th, 2006|04:43 pm] |
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Hi. How is everyone? |
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[Sep. 16th, 2006|12:59 pm] |
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TOOL ARE DOING SECOND SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Aug. 24th, 2006|06:13 pm] |
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"All the animals come out at night - whores, skunk pussies, buggers, queens, fairies, dopers, junkies, sick, venal. Someday a real rain will come and wash all this scum off the streets." |
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